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If I don't hear from him for one day, I get kinda agitated, coz I don't know if he's safe or something. His mom doesn't know about us, so what will happen if he dies or something eh.

On a sidenote: managed to NOT RAGE at ppl today during L4D2.

So, like, I haven't been blogging much. Been really busy. Popo passed away. Kinda sad. idk how to describe. I miss her cooking, that's as much as I can say.

Work's tiring, but good. didn't get as much pay as I'd hope to, but I think it's a good start.

Have to consider that I may be dropping out of SMU soon. Well, I'll be JUST like you, at least. And then I'll know how you feel etc.

Just feeling really emo coz he's not there for me right now. Physically, I mean. And I miss him so much, but it feels like he doesn't want to see me. And when I see my friends doing stuff together etc etc, I just can't help but to wonder..how come we aren't like that?

New job

So like I'm really excited about my new job.

I've already packed all the tools I bought to practice with into the make-up brush kit. All fits perfectly, even the rolling pin. Wahahahaha. X))))

Got my nails trimmed (pulled off the one that broke) and then gonna get my hair done later

Eyelashes extension

Did my very first eyelash extension at Min's Beauty Studio, Chinatown Point #2-13. Very nicely done. X))))

Pictures on Facebook!

Remember what we spoke about expectations?

You stupid girl.

Update

★MAY@
Class - S6
Title - Wangan Beginner
Outruns - 3300+
Mileage - >82, 000km+
Current loop - 13th
Ghosts - 1000+

Transferred to DX+. Now waiting.

Hopeful

I hope I get the job with CLC!!

Recently...

Been really busy with school.

I said the 3 words to him on that fateful night. For the record, I've never said it verbally out loud to anyone before.

Going for a modelling thing, hope I get my cake deco job. Planned out something small for his birthday - hope he likes it, coz I really no money to do much =/

IT Show + Body Shop Sale

Overall, bf and I spent:

Roccat:
Kave - 169
Kone - 129 ( <3 this blinky mouse)

Steelseries:
Siberia V2 - 169

Bagman:
DSLR Pouch (to keep my headset + mouse, not for DSLRs) - 19
**was tempted to get a bag that was 80% discounted, but end up my bf buy for himself and said I could trade my Crumpler if I wanted


Following stuffs bought for friends/family:
WD Elements 500G 2.5" - 115
Brother Ink cartridges - 90.90
Lexmark Ink cartridges - 30.10

Random stuffs bought:
Body Shop - I don't have the receipts but I'm sure my bf and I spent at least 150 coz we went there for 3 days, and each day bought stuffs. We both are suckers for Body Shop stuffs >.>

Total: 872SGD. *goes and eats grass for the next 3 months*

Do I need to say anything else?

Intimidation

I kinda realised a lot of guys out there do get intimidated by girls who have went to play at WCG before.

Whenever I mention that I played L4D competitively, they go like 'woaaaah'..and then silence. Then 'woaaaah' again or something like that. Same thing happens when I mention I'm a gamer.

But what I really dislike the most is:

- guys not inviting you to play casually with them, implying that "I don't want to play with SG 4th place..later lose..(lose to girl somemore)"

- guys saying that you cheat/screen others because you have a 5.1 speaker headset and can pinpoint where their boomer/noise-making infected is.

- guys who put you into the not-so-good team, and teaming up with the best of their group to play, and when they win, they make a big thing out of it. Like hello, some games are inherently TEAMWORK.


Thanks Baby for not being intimidated.